Necr - Anjas Obsession
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ANJA'S OBSSESION
by Necr
Author's Note: thanks to Mary C. who corected this story
Anja was an energetic, rebellious teenager. She had black hair, blue eyes and her skin was very white. She wasn't particularly tall but she had a very sexy body. She didn't like having any hair on her body so she had shaved all over.
She spent a lot of time masturbating. Usually she liked to have BDSM fantasies. She liked watching BDSM pictures on the Internet whilst fingering her smooth pussy. Once, when she was searching for some interesting pictures on the Internet, she chanced upon a site all about FGM.
This page shocked her. She stopped masturbating and started reading all about clitorectomy. She was surprised when her finger began rubbing her clit. She didn't understand what was happening to her – the more she thought about someone who had lost her clit, the more excited she became. She closed her eyes and started thinking about how good it would feel if she was without her clit - fingering her useless pussy and not feeling any pleasure. Ohh yes fingering her totally insensitive pussy. This thought excited her so much that she reached several orgasms.
She spent several days on the Internet searching for more and more material about clitorectomy. She was really obsessed with it. It got so that it was the only fantasy that could arouse her. This fantasy developed so much that it turned into a desire. She began making plans for getting rid of her clit.
The fantasies slowly ceased to interest her, and now the only thing that excited her were thoughts about the actual destruction of her clit. She was just a little scared about how it would feel once her pussy had become clitless.
She has a wonderful idea about how to test this sensation. She went into a pharmacy and bought some anesthetic and a hypodermic syringe. When she got home she ran to her bedroom. She felt her body trembling with excitement and fear. She was very impatient to experience what it would be like to finger her pussy with a totally insensitive clit.
She sat on the bed and lifted her jeans miniskirt a little. She wasn't wearing any panties under her skirt. She took the bottle of anesthetic and the syringe and began preparing her injection. The thought of this needle piercing her sensitive clit made her nervous and she started to feel aroused.
With her fingers she pulled her clit-hood back and full exposed her clit. Carefully she pressed the needle onto her clit. Her heart began bouncing hard. She knew that she had to push it in deeply to achieve the desired effect.
She took a breath and pushed the needle, which thrust deeply into clit's tender flesh. "Ouch! Ohhh, fuck, it hurts like hell," screamed Anja. Her hand was trembling and she had to wait a little to calm down. She carefully began injecting anesthetic. She felt some very strange sensations caused by the liquid that was going into her clit. She soon felt the clit becoming numb.
She waited a few minutes before she tried to touch her pussy. She began sliding her finger along her inner lips. It was still very pleasant. Then she slid a finger between her inner lips and she felt how wet she had gotten. Slowly she moved her finger on her clit. She could not believe it: she was rubbing her clit and didn't feel anything. She started rubbing it violently but there was no pleasure from her clit.
This inability to feel pleasure made her incredibly horny. She was so aroused that, in the normal circumstances, just a single touch of her clit would have made her climax but this time was different. She was touching and rubbing her clit but she wasn't getting enough pleasure to reach orgasm. Her excitement became intense. She desperately needed to climax. She began furiously fingering her cunt but the effects of anesthetic slowly spread to the rest of her pussy. "Ohh my God, I was never so excited before. I need to have an orgasm!" cried Anja.
Her pussy became totally frozen and she was massaging it in vain. She spent around half an hour playing with her insensitive cunt. She got so excited that she lost all control. She spread her legs wide and started pushing her fingers into her asshole. Her asshole could still give her some pleasures. She began grabbing everything she could find in her bedroom and pushing it into her ass. She pushed the objects so violently into her virgin ass that she felt her rectum start to spasm. This desperate game went on for more than four hours before she collapsed exhausted onto her bed. She had not reached an orgasm and her ass-hole hurt like hell.
The next day when she woke up, her first thoughts were about how she had played with her frozen pussy. And yesterday, with her clit numb, her masturbation had lasted for a very long time. It was fantastic. She began to believe that her clit was the reason that she got her orgasms so quickly, making her pleasure finish too soon. She started to think that maybe without her clit that her pleasure would always last longer and that she would get a lot more mental pleasure and perhaps it would also be easier to resist the temptation to masturbate when she doesn't have enough time for it.
From that day on, her method of masturbating changed. She liked to stop for a moment, pull back her clit-hood and then start torturing her clit. She would pinch it hard with her fingers or nails, and she would twist it between her fingers. Yes she wanted to destroy this little button and often she would torture clit until she reached orgasm.
She spent a lot of time looking at her clit too, but she looked at it with distaste and liked think: "Little bastard I want to destroy you!" She started to hate her clit. Sometimes she pinched it so hard and so much that her clit was all covered with blood. With this torture she hoped that in time her clit would become desensitized. She tortured and tortured her clit but it was still sensitive. She realized that it would be necessary to do something more drastic in order to completely destroy the sensations produced by her clit, so she decided to cut it off.
Just thinking about this decision gave her a strange sensation in her crotch; she got very wet, her heart began beating hard and her hand slid between her legs. She started rubbing her clit very delicately and thought "Ohhh my poor clit... for what I have to do to you - I'm so sorry... No I'm not sorry, you are just a little bastard and I will destroy you soon!" In Anja's head there was a terrible storm of thoughts. Her fingers again got rough with her clit and started squeezing it and pulling it as if she wanted to tear it off right now. During masturbation she thought about cutting it off and how much it would suffer, she thought about her clit falling from her body and dropping onto the floor... A strong orgasm woke her up from her fantasy.
Today was a special day. Today she had decided to cut off her clit, but first she wanted to enjoy her little button a while longer. She dressed in a tight t-shirt and miniskirt without panties. She went out for a drink.
She sat in a bar and drank some alcohol. She was very distracted because she kept thinking about her clit and how she would cut it off. She was still a little undecided. Her excitement was very high. She felt her secretions run down her pussy and between her buttocks. Her pussy became very hot. She spread her legs a little to let some fresh air get to her hot crotch.
She looked around and noticed one man who was sitting at the next table and trying to look up her skirt. Anja thought "Oh no... I'm not wearing panties today and this boy can see my cunt, oh this is so embarrassing," but then she noticed that she became aroused by this situation – some unknown man who was looking her most private parts. Slowly she spread her legs a little more to give him better view of her pussy. She became even more excited at the knowledge that this boy was looking at her pussy. The boy stood up and she saw that his dick was erect. Slowly he came towards her table and asked her if he could sit there. Anja let him. "I was watching you... you are a very beautiful girl," he said. "Yes, I noticed that you were looking up my skirt!" replied Anja. The man's face turned red but Anja calmed him: "Don't worry, it's alright!" He offered her another drink and suddenly starts flirting with her. After a few drinks, he suggested that they go to his apartment. Anja decided that she liked this idea and agreed.
In his apartment, they went into the kitchen. He was really excited. He grabbed her and began feeling her breasts and his other hand slid under her skirt. "Ohh sweetie, you are so wet!" he said. Anja jumped on the kitchen table, laid down and spread her legs wide. The boy quickly took off his trousers and wanted to fuck her but she protested: "Stupid boy stop, stop! You can't fuck me. You may only look at my little pussy." He was confused but he stopped. She remained immobile for several minutes and he looked at her. For him it was real torture to just watch it.
Then she spread her cunt's lips and exposed her clit and said: "Look, look carefully at my clit, you are last person who will ever see it. Now lick it hard!" He didn't understand what she was trying to explain to him, but he quickly began licking and sucking the little button. Her words became even coarser: "Bite it, stupid boy!" she screamed out. He didn't know whether she really wanted this or not, but he didn't want to bite her clit. She began to provoke him again: "Poor chicken, you are scared to bite me! You are pathetic! I need to go now."
Offended and angry he bit her clit. "Ohhh yes, good, bite it again... and harder!" she screamed again in excitement and pain. "You are really stupid, I told you to bite it harder!" Anja continued provoking. She felt that she would reach orgasm soon but she wanted to reserve her last orgasm for later. "Now stop, I have to go!" she said, but he continued. With her legs she pushed him away. He just gazed in astonishment. "Sorry, I have to go now. Continue on your own!" Anja said and left the apartment.
Outside it was already dark and at last Anja got home. She was still very excited and drunk. She was a little confused but when she remembered what she had to do, she felt a big lump in her throat. Slowly she went to her bedroom. She was so terrified that her legs started giving way.
She pulled her skirt up and squatted down. In this position her cunt and ass were nicely spread. Her inner lips were hanging outside her outer lips. She slid her hand down and began fingering her perfectly shaved pussy. With fingers, she felt that her pussy was still wet from her secretions and the boy's saliva. Her inner lips were very cold, but she pushed her finger in deep and found that it was very hot between her lips. She was enjoying rubbing her clit one last time and at the same time she was considering how she could remove her "little problem". Finally she made a decision and thought: "I need some tools to do it." She knew that the end-time for her clit would soon arrive. She was even more terrified. Her heart was beating very hard. Her finger stopped rubbing her clit and she stood up. She left the bedroom and returned with some accessories: a small mirror, a pair of scissors and long piece of fine thread.
Now she sat down on the cold floor and spread her legs. In this position she could smell her sex and found that she enjoyed this. All her movements were very deliberate. She put the mirror between her legs and adjusted it to give her a good view of her pussy.
She started gazing into the mirror. "Ohh, this is last time that I will ever see my pussy with its clit," Anja thought. She began examining her pussy; she wanted to look at every single part of it before she altered it forever. She tried to remember all the sensations too because after her clit removal she knew that the sensations would change. Her examination and all the preparations for her clit's destruction made her arousal increase even more.
Now she slowly but resolutely pushed her soft clit-hood backward and full exposed her clit. She sadly looked at it and thought: "How beautiful is my little pink button." She got even more nervous but the sensations of the cold floor on her ass-hole and the cold air on her exposed clit were so nice that they calmed her a bit. She was looking at her clit and she almost went into a kind of trance that, for a moment, made her forget what she was going to do.
Anja noticed the shining scissors and this reminded her about what she was doing. Now she again started panicking. She was so scared that she was tempted to change her mind and save her pleasure button. "Ohh my little clit, I cannot do this to you," she thought, but she realized that thoughts about saving her clit took away all her excitement. Finally she understood that she had to remove it to enable her to have a normal sexual life in future, and she decided to proceed. With this decision, she felt her arousal return and grow more then ever, her pussy juice began dripping from her cunt and she felt the floor under her ass get wet. Together, the arousal and the effects of the alcohol were helpful to her.
She needed an erect clit because it would be easier manipulate and so she started her last tender clit's fingering. Her clit responded quickly and got really hard and big.
Now she had to prepare the tools: she took the thread and made a noose at one end. With the fingers of her left hand she held her clit exposed and with the right hand she slowly pushed the noose down along her clit's shaft to the base. Then she pulled the end of the thread and tightened the noose hard around her clit. She used this thread to hold her clit stretched out, but when she stretched it she noticed that this was arousing her a lot. She released the thread for a moment and pulled it again. Strong sensations of pleasure ran through her lower parts. She started rhythmically pulling the thread and it made her intensely aroused. "Why did I never try pulling my clit before? ... this is very pleasant" she thought.
Her clit started pulsing in protest but this protest just reminded Anja that she was going to cut it off. With her other hand, she took the pair of scissors. The thought about what she was going to use them for made her body tremble. Carefully she pressed the scissors down and slid the blades under the noose at the base of her clit. The contact of the metal blade with her delicate pussy made her whole body tremble. She gritted her teeth. She looked at her clit and said: "Little bastard, you understand your situation: you are between a pair of sharp blades and I have to cut you off."
She didn't want to cut off her clit right away, first she wanted play with it a little and she continued pulling the thread and stretching her clit even more. With this torture, her pussy and belly started cramping. In her excitement she screamed: "Stupid parasite, you will die... I am going to destroy you, I will cut you off... you know?"
She was close to orgasm. Her hips began moving thrusting and her clit was twisting between the blades. "Oh my god, I am coming," Anja screamed and prepared herself to close the scissors. "YES, I AM COMING!" she screamed again and at the first spasm of orgasm she slowly squeezed the scissor blades together and cut off her little worm during the orgasm. "AAAAH... MY GOD HURRRTTT... YESSSSSS, IT IS DONE..." She fell on her back with her ass high in the air and grabbed her crotch. She had the last but the strongest orgasm of all and then passed out.
Next day she woke up. Her head ached from the alcohol. She noticed that her crotch didn't hurt. She wasn't completely sure that she really had cut her clit off yesterday – maybe she just imagined everything or maybe the scissors missed her clit. She saw the mirror on the floor and picked it up. With the mirror, she tried to see what the situation was with her crotch. At the first, everything looked normal, but when she tried to pull her clit-hood back she felt a sharp pain. She took a breath and tried to pull it back again. Under her clit hood, where the clit used to be, was now just an empty place. "Yes, I really did it!" thought Anja. She became aroused and began rubbing her pussy but quickly the pain grew so much that she had to stop.
She managed to last for three days without masturbation but during this time, her sexual frustration grew. She was shopping in the market when she felt a powerful excitement run through her body. She felt her pussy juice run down her legs. Her face became very hot. She felt that everybody in the market was watching her. She could not resist any more. She just stopped shopping and ran home.
Quickly she went into her bedroom and jumped onto her bed. Her hands automatically slid between her legs. "I need to have an orgasm or I will go mad... I am desperate." she screamed without any control. She began fingering her pussy but then she got a shock: her pussy is totally frigid and her fingering wasn't producing any pleasure. "Omg, nooooo! I really need it!" she screamed again.
She furiously massaged her pussy but without success. She was so desperate that she started scrubbing her crotch with her finger's nails. She slid one finger under her clit-hood onto the place where her clit used to be. This was painful but at this moment the pain was still better than nothing. She liked her little empty pocket. She was circling her finger in the empty place and starting to give herself pleasure. The build-up of pain reminded her a little of the build-up of pleasure before the orgasm. She hopped that it would work and that she could reached an orgasm. "Ahhh, it hurts!" she screamed in pain. She felt that she was about to reach orgasm. She felt spasms in her vagina and pussy but it wasn't the spasms of orgasm. These spasms were produced by pain. This was terrible!
She had to stop masturbating without having reached an orgasm. She was lying on her bed very aroused, her pussy juice was still dripping out and she was unable to reach orgasm. She was so nervous and desperate that she began crying. She felt really awful.
Time has passed now, and the wound has completely healed. And now she likes very much to finger her totally frozen pussy. With time she has learned how reach an orgasm, but it is difficult and her orgasms are now very rare. Much of the time she is incredibly horny but without any possibility of reaching an orgasm, and so she has to relax and enjoy this thought. Her best fantasy now is about the day when she cut off her clit. And she is sure that what she did was the right thing and she is very happy that she has done it.